Rabu, Januari 12, 2011


I’m so lost, confused, and hurt..Someone help my broken heart. Look for the rainbow in every storm. People ask me if I believe in forever but I just laugh, because the way my life is going right now, I hardly believe in tomorrow. There’s always something more you wish he’d say. Life is a pen, you can cross out your past but you can’t erase it. I’ll never mean to you, what you mean to me, because we are “just friend” and that’s all we’ll ever be. If my heart stops for you, will you stop for it? The easy part is pretending to hate you. The hard part is admitting. I will love you forever. You broke my heart…so why do I still love you? Even though we’re not together, I still love you with all my heart. Why can’t I feel anything for anyone else except for you? The only thing I will never forget is I want to hate you but I can’t. There are worst things than losing the person you love… that’s watching them fall in love with someone else. My heart broke, and I had no one to help me pick up the pieces. They say time heals everything but I’m still waiting. I’m counting the days and nights until I can hear a love song without wanting to cry. My heart skips a beat every time I hear you speak. When your heart gets broken you tend to see cracks in everything else. The only boy who deserves you is the one who thinks he doesn’t. the hardest thing about falling in love is falling out. All you have to do is hand me a rose and smile. How long will it be till I am assured, that you want to be mine forever? My heart belongs to you, can I please have yours too? How do you know when to use your head or your heart? I still can’t breathe when I think of us and the memories we shared. I dream about you every night, and every morning I wish I had stayed asleep. I don’t want to forget. You might regret what you did, but you’ll regret what you didn’t do even more. I wish I knew how to tell you what I feel inside where all my hopes reside. A gentle touch speaks volume. Love is forever misunderstood. Lately I’ve been drawing broken hearts. If you want true love you must go through the pain. The best memories are the ones you can’t explain. Tired of trying, sick of crying, ya I’m smiling, but inside I’m dying. No one ever died from a broken heart they just wished they did. It’s easy to love him but hard to tell him. Believe in those you love. You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly. It hurts so bad.. I feel like all my happiness was just thrown back into my face. You said “I love you” I said too.. The only difference is I didn’t lie to you. The hardest part of love is deciding when to hang on or let go. I never stopped loving him I just stopped letting it show. The hardest things to say are the ones mean the most. If it comes from the heart, the decision is never wrong. Trust with your heart, not your head. I don’t know what to say in case you take back what we had again. Pain doesn’t hurt.. When it’s all you’ve ever felt. What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail? Never make someone you everything, because when they’re gone you’ll have nothing. The problem with love is that you can love who you want but so can he I wonder when he’ll find out he’s all I ever think about. Force a smile and blink away the tears. One smile can mean more than a dozen roses. Your hands are mine to hold. Which hurts more? Thinking you should hate him or knowing that you don’t? I would die for you over and over again. You gave me a smile. I could never forget. It hurts to see that you moved on without me. Love is the slowest form suicide. I don’t think you realize how easily you make me smile. Keep the promises you make to yourself. Ask me why I keep on loving you when it’s clear that you don’t feel the same way for me.. The problem is that as much as. I can’t force you to love me; I can’t force myself to stop loving you. I feel so weak without your touch. When you are alone, do you sit and think about all of the memories we shared with each other? My hope dangles on a string. If I cried would you wash away my tears? You spoke such pretty words. Too bad they were all lies. I don’t remember days.. I remember moments. We want this dream to be reality. We want the reality to become dreams. Sweet words are easy to say. Sweet things are easy to buy, but sweet people are difficult to find. So much pain behind these ayes. Look into my eyes.. Look into my heart.. Look into my soul.. You’re the one that tore it all apart. I can live without you. I just have figure out how. Pain lasts a minute but regret lasts a lifetime. Only after you’ve lost everything are you free to do anything. I believed every lie you said. Today is what I worried about the most yesterday. Hope ends when you stop believing, love ends when you stop caring, friendship ends when you stop sharing. Tears are the words the heart can’t say. Life is not measured by the number of breathe we take, but by the number of moments that our breath away. You will never know how many of my tears have been lost over you. All I want is a kiss in the rain. Tell someone you love them today, you may not have a tomorrow. Why, with a much pain as it endures in hanging on, does the heart refuse to let go? I want to look at you and know that you love me. Bit by bit you take a part of my already shattered heart. My mind tells me to give up, but my heart won’t let me. Every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around. Every time someone asks me if I’m ok it’s just a reminder that I’m not. Who do you turn to when the only person who can stop your crying is the one who made you cry? I dropped a tear in the ocean, the day I find it is the day I’ll stop loving you. Time appears to pass. Things appear to change. Yet, I still appear to love you. Love is not free. The price is your heart. I knew you loved you once upon a thousand nights, and everything seemed to be so real, yet you seemed to have forgotten. Never give up if you still want to try. Never wipe away your tears if you still want to cry. Never settle with an answer if you still want to know. Never say that you don’t love him if you can’t let him go. Love. Its dreadful thing and so easily severed. The point is we can’t help who we fall in love with. False hope is better than no hope at all. You begin to realize how much someone has affected your life when you can longer do anything or look at something without being reminded of them. Even if it takes the rest of my life, I will wait for you. Things don’t just happen! You have to make them happen. There is an empty space in my heart that no one else would ever be able to fill except for you. I hate you but I love you and can’t stop thinking of you. I don’t think I could ever love someone else as much I love you. After awhile you learn the difference between holding a hand and falling in love. You begin to learn that kisses don’t always mean something; promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made, and sometime goodbyes really are forever. Viva forever. I’ll be waiting. Everlasting like the sun. Live forever. For the moment. Ever searching for the one. Do you miss me? Cause I miss you more every day. I hate the way I could never hate you and the fact I’ll always love you no matter what you put me through. I’ll always care about you as much as I used to. If I had to choose between loving you and breathing then I would use my last breathe to tell you that I love you. It’s not that I ever stopped loving you. I just up on you loving me. It’s really pathetic how I keep trying to hold on to something that’s not coming back. I want you to want me. I just can’t erase you. Don’t you forget about me? It’s hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen but it’s even harder to give up especially when it’s everything you ever wanted. I don’t like seeing what you’ve become. I don’t regret a single thing that we did except for one thing. Letting you just walk away. Just when I thought you hated me, you turn around and do something totally amazing and I love you again. Love is the most complicated thing in the world but it makes everything worth it!

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